LovabLe Neurotic

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

if only

*the tears will stop flowing
*my heart would stop beating
*this pain will stop hurting
*all i wanted could come true
*you could trust me
*this hand will be warm
*blood will flow through my veins
*i didnt feel so alone
*losing you meant freedom
*i could stop wishing

***this will be my last post. i can't bring myself to write anymore. the pain is too strong, the wound is too fresh, and too close to heart. Sorry***


Blogger Chienne said...


you need a break.

take time off to heal.

i hope you'll be alright soon.

August 19, 2006 8:05 pm  
Blogger Emmanuel said...

Well, not really sure what happened here at all, but got your link from a comment you posted on my blog.

Whatever happened, I probably can relate to it- got dumped,slammed my car into a tree and got my kaptop and pda stolen all in the same week.Was by far the worse week of my life.Just hold on and be strong whatever crap life can throw at you.Human beings have been made to/have evolved into this amazingly complex yet strong beings capable of anything they can think of.If you feel like talking, though you barely know me, you have my email.

August 19, 2006 10:06 pm  
Blogger LusciousLuc said...

Chienne> Thanks babe. Will take my time. i'll be back :)

Emmanuel> Thanks for caring. I'll be fine.

Yes all, i WILl be fine. i guarantee it. Thanks for the concern. Hugz *smiles*

August 22, 2006 10:59 am  
Blogger River of Karma said...

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August 22, 2006 2:31 pm  
Blogger River of Karma said...

Hi there,
Got linked to this blog from Emmanuel's blog. Don't know what happened to you, but stand firm my fellow friend.

Rebuild yourself, one brick at a time. Dont stop giving that smile of urs...it helps. Trust me.

And if you wanna work up some courage, or win small battles (i'm being long-winded, its true), come on over and say sumtin.


August 22, 2006 2:32 pm  
Blogger LusciousLuc said...

riverofkarma> Thanks =) i promise i'll be strong and smile.

August 22, 2006 5:14 pm  
Blogger The Expedited Writer said...

You know, I could feel your pain for whatever reason that caused it. But look at it this way - how you feel right now, it can only get as bad as this. After this, you just start to feel better - maybe not yet but, you'll get there.

All that is needed is time, basically. Time heals all.

I just thought I'd dropped by after you left a comment on our blog. Yea, River of Karma and I are blog partners :)

AND I agree that sarcasm is a gift *wink*

August 22, 2006 9:47 pm  
Blogger LusciousLuc said...

Heh, time.

If only i could stall the endless ticking away of time. if i could hold it, grasp it hard enough, perhaps things would've been different. Yet i know i can't just sit stuck here in this damn spectrum. Where everything seemed perfect.

i know i should move on, yet my heart and mind still focuses on that 'specific memory' when i really wished out loud that 'time would stop'. For me. Maybe i just tried too hard.

And yes, sarcasm is a gift. The best the way i subtly insult people with them not knowing at all. lolz.

Thanks for the cheering-up tho! Appreciate it.

August 23, 2006 11:56 am  
Blogger Chee Hooi said...

WAH!! .. everyone dun worry about her!! she is in huge trouble and can't be saved.. so thank you all for the comments.. and may she get well (i hope) asap!

September 04, 2006 11:20 am  
Blogger LusciousLuc said...

Chee hooi> F**K YOU!!!Hahahaaa and yes, i love you too.

September 04, 2006 3:54 pm  

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