fact: Lucinda is as confused as ever.

fact: Lucinda is hurting less.

fact: Lucinda is lost when it comes to you.

fact: Lucinda doesn't know what to do. When she pulls back and walks away, you come running back to her. When she wants you, you turn and walk away.

fact: Lucinda wonders whether it will end.

fact: Lucinda has stopped crying.

fact: Lucinda is smiling once in a while now. A frown doesnt marr her face all day long anymore.

fact: Lucinda is extremely thankful to her friends who've been there for her. Matt, Chee Hooi, Ed and Lea hv been a real help. Yes, Lea, even though she only, like, called ONCE =)

fact: Lucinda will write once in a while. But not as often, and not as deep as she used to till she's truly ok. But she'll try.