of friendship and love

gone were the days where i could cling on to my innocent childhood. Gone also were the times i could learn to listen to your heart, understand what you're going through and hold your hand. gone were the hours spent talking on the phone. gone were the memories of me sitting in your car, watching you from an outsider's view. gone were the tears i've shed for wanting to be by your side, through thick and thin. Gone also were the moments when i could feel your presence by my side through the sheer voice i hear over the phone; of you laughing.

it's all gone.

i don't approve of everything you do. come to think of it, i've never really approved anything much, and vice versa.

i love you for my life.
i love you for my tears and heart.

one, i've cried defending.
one, i've cried for loving and caring too much.
one, i've cried with a broken heart.


Verve Pipe - The Freshmen
When I was young I knew everything
She a punk who rarely ever took advice
Now I'm guilt stricken,
Sobbing with my head on the floor
Stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

My best friend took a week's
Vacation to forget her
His girl took a weeks's worth of
Valium and slept
And now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his
Head on the floor
Thinks about her now and how he never really
Wept he says

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

We've tried to wash our hands of all this
We never talk of our lacking relationships
And how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our
Heads on the floor
We fell through the ice when we tried not to
Slip, we'd say

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
And I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

Are we still? ..... i don't feel any younger. and the mistakes we all make will come back and haunt us. and i still love you.