oh No!

eeeeep!!

i'm such a horn-bag

Dating Strengths	Dating Weaknesses
1. Flirtiness - 100% 2. Varied Interests - 85.7% 3. Adventurousness - 83.3% 4. Confidence - 66.7% 5. Friendliness - 62.5%	1. Selfishness - 81.8% 2. Humorlessness - 62.5% 3. Vanity - 58.3% 4. Negative Reputation - 55.6% 5. Lack of Essentials - 50%

Dating Strengths Explained
Flirtiness - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities. Varied Interests - You don't limit yourself, and that's a dating asset. Your varied interests make you available and interesting to a wider range of guys. Adventurousness - You are willing to try new things and be spontaneous. You want to get out there and really live, and you will attract people with a similar love of life. Confidence - You are sure of yourself and confident of your abilities. Displays of confidence go a long way when attracting a date. Friendliness - Your friendliness makes you approachable and fun to be around. A wide circle of friends also works to your advantage on the dating scene.
Dating Weaknesses Explained
Selfishness - You think too much of yourself and your needs. You must learn to put your partner first and tend to his needs. Humorlessness - You need to learn how to take a joke, or better yet how to tell a good one. A well-developed sense of humor is high on the list of desired traits for daters. Vanity - Learn to put a lower priority on looks. Appearance is, of course, important, but vanity is undesireable. The only people you will attract are the superficial. Negative Reputation - Your reputation may be working against you. Sometimes this is impossible to control, but try to counter-act it by presenting yourself in positive ways. Lack of Essentials - Dating is difficult for you because you lack certain key things, which may include private space, a car, money, or a nice wardrobe. Work toward obtaining these essentials!
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i guess the whole point is finding your center, no?

For example.. when i was growing up, sex was always a no-no in my family. Even after 11 boyfriends, with NO sexual results (cause i was scared, see) i thought i was doomed. So i told myself i'd loosen up and be more sexual.

Everything went...
Downhill.

I guess i over-did it.
Flirted with EVERY TOM DICK AND HARRY AVAILABLE.

But now, i've sorta found where i'm most comfortable at.. somewhere in the middle.

Finding your center is hard, no?

Some people tend to be too aggressive after a lifetime of being called a pussy.
Some people tend to be too vain after a lifetime of being called fat and ugly and unwanted.

It took me 5 years to build ME.
I can't say i'm satisfied yet.
I can't say i'm perfect.

But i'm working towards it. I wanna be happy with myself.
It's just, hard.
*shrugs*